Hello, its me :’)
Firstly, I just want to apologise for the lack of well, anything, on this blog… I hate being that person to say ‘I’ve been busy’ but really, its just that. Without going into loads of detail & boring you all to tears, this last few months have been a whirlwind. A whirlwind of the good, the bad, & the ugly. Fortunately mostly the good! If there is ever a time when a Youtuber gets their ‘big break’ this summer was definitely mine. Quite honestly I hate talking about my own achievements & I would very rarely go as far as saying ‘I’m proud of myself’ but I guess I am a tiny little bit on this occasion… I really put my all into my channel & it certainly payed off. My youtube family has grown more than 4 times the size in the space of 3 months which is absolutely insane to me & my head can’t quite process that there are now 133,000 of you lovely humans who took the time out of your day to click the subscribe button, but I am forever grateful. Even with the success of my channel I’m still going through that whole figuring myself out stage & I’m not completely happy with my content *ew i hate that word for some reason hahaha*, but the most important thing is that I am genuinely loving every second. Getting to make videos as my full time job is literally above & beyond my wildest dreams & I still have to pinch myself every day. Its been a real life changing few months for me, I did actually do a little interview recently where I went into a bit more detail so I will link that *here* for anyone interested. And then in the whirlwind of bad & ugly… some not so good life stuff happened & is still happening I guess… & maybe I’ll talk about that in a future blog post, but for today lets just concentrate on the good huh 🙂
Anyways you’re probably wondering, what brings me back around these parts? Well recently I’ve been doing a lot of thinking (in general haha), but particularly about the things I enjoy doing, the things that really make me happy. Writing is one of them. I have always loved writing since being a child. I was that kid who stayed in through their break & lunch to finish the story they’d started in their English lesson & if I hadn’t stepped foot in a ballet class I think that would have been the career route i’d have gone down. As much as I adore Youtube & I feel like a lot of the time creatively I do just want to sit down & talk, sometimes I can’t get the words out that I want to say or I feel some things are better written than spoken word, & I figured why can I not do both? So yes, you can expect lots more content *shudders lol* on here in the near future, WOO! In terms of what I’ll be blogging about, I guess it will just be a real mish mash of my thoughts, beauty, fashion… ya know. But yeah, I’m back & hopefully here to stay.
Nice to see you again 🙂